Carla had reduced me to dresses, coupons, portions, and inexpensive gifts.
Hugo had allowed it because he had stopped asking who I was.
I called my younger sister Olivia.
“Margarita?”
“Come to San Diego for Christmas Eve.”
She laughed.
“To your apartment?”
“My new house.”
Silence.
“Your what?”
“I bought a house.”
“When?”
“Three days ago.”
“What kind of house?”
“Come and see.”
“Margarita, you sound strange.”
“I’m fine.”
“Are Hugo and Carla coming?”
“No.”
“What happened?”
“Carla decided I don’t have enough class to eat dinner with her parents.”
Olivia’s voice changed.
“Say that again.”
“I’ll explain when you get here.”
“You don’t have to ask twice.”
Next I called my cousin Mauricio, who owned an auto repair shop.
Years earlier, Carla had commented on the grease beneath his fingernails when he came directly from work to Gabriel’s birthday. Hugo laughed awkwardly.
Later, I found Mauricio washing his hands alone at the backyard sink because Carla had asked him to clean up before touching the new furniture.
He never returned.
“Hugo said there wasn’t going to be a family Christmas this year,” Mauricio told me.
“There is now.”
“Where?”
“My house.”
“Since when do you have a house?”
“Since last week.”
I gave him the address.
“Margarita.”
“Yes?”
“People with private gates live there.”
“I know.”
“Whose house are you borrowing?”
“Mine.”
He laughed nervously.
“No, really.”
“Bring your wife. Bring the kids.”
He went quiet.
“All right.”
“And Mauricio?”
“Yeah?”
“Wear whatever you want. Nobody is checking your hands.”
After a long silence, he said, “I’ll bring dessert.”