I spent most of my childhood resenting the sister my mother unexpectedly brought into our home. Years later, I loved Tessa enough to trust her with anything. But after Mom died, I discovered the two people closest to me had kept a truth about my family from me that I was never meant to know.
The lid cracked beneath my hand.
It didn’t break the container, but the sound was enough to make three people in Mom’s kitchen turn around.
“Sorry,” I muttered.
Nobody responded. They returned to carrying casseroles and telling Tessa how fortunate Mom had been to have her.
“You gave up so much to stay with her,” one relative said.
Tessa gave the same tired smile she’d worn since the funeral.
“She was my mom.”
Something tightened in my chest.
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I pressed another lid firmly onto a container.
“Don’t.”
Tessa’s voice came from behind me.
I didn’t turn around.
“Don’t what?”
“Count.”
That made me laugh, but there was nothing funny about it.
“You still think you know what I’m thinking.”
“I know what you’re doing.”
I turned to face her.
Tessa was two years older than me. She’d spent the past year caring for Mom.
I’d called, visited, and offered money. But Tessa had been there every day.
“I’m cleaning, Tessa.”
“You’re keeping score.”
“I’m not.”
“Belle.”
I pushed the container into the refrigerator.
“Maybe I’m wondering why everyone keeps talking like you’re the only daughter who lost a mother today.”
Tessa’s shoulders sank.
“Please don’t do this now.”
“I’m not.”
“Why not now? We never did it when she was alive.”
Her expression shifted.
She knew exactly what I meant.
When I was eight, it had been just Mom and me.
My mother, Nicole, raised me alone in a cramped apartment after my father, Alex, disappeared from our lives.
I called him Dad because that’s what he’d been to me.
Until he wasn’t.
Then one evening, Mom came home with a thin ten-year-old girl carrying a plastic grocery bag packed with clothes.
“This is Tessa,” Mom said.
