Meanwhile, if I forget to return a phone call quickly enough, I get lectured about being distant.
I learned years ago that arguing about the favoritism accomplished nothing.
So I kept some emotional distance.
I showed up to family dinners.
Smiled when necessary.
Listened to the same stories.
Ignored the little digs.
That worked reasonably well until they started involving Lily.
Last month, we went to my mother’s birthday gathering.
Nothing elaborate.
Lily had made Grandma a handmade card with a paper flower attached to the front.
I brought a gift.
We were having a good afternoon until Alyssa arrived late carrying an enormous bouquet.
Naturally, she made sure everyone noticed it.
At one point, she looked across the room at me and said,
“So, are you still doing that computer thing, or did you finally get a real job?”
I laughed lightly.
“Still doing the computer thing. It pays pretty well.”
She smirked.
“For what? You live in a shoebox.”
My condo isn’t huge.
It has two bedrooms, a comfortable living area, and sits in a quiet neighborhood near a good school.
Lily has her own bedroom.
It’s home.
Alyssa’s comment didn’t bother me because I believed it.
It bothered me because she deliberately said it in front of my daughter.
Mom gave one of those nervous little laughs she always uses when Alyssa goes too far.
Dad suddenly became very interested in the television remote.
I didn’t argue.
I took Lily outside with me to grab dessert from the car.
Halfway there, she looked up.
“Daddy, what’s a shoebox house?”
I crouched beside her.
“It’s just something silly Aunt Alyssa said.”
Then I asked,
