And I said, "Can you take me back to my boys."
I did not cry in that room and I did not cry in the corridor.
I cried at about half past two in the morning, in a hospital bed, with a feeding pillow across a nine-inch incision and one twin latched and the other one screaming in a cot eleven inches away, because I could not reach him and could not get up and had to press a button and wait.
That is the actual worst moment of this entire story and there is nobody in it but me.
At four in the morning I sent Beatrix Nwankwo a message that said: They did it. Twenty-two of them. There was a camera.
She rang me at four-eleven. She did not ask how I was either, which I appreciated more than anything anybody said to me that week.
She said, "Rhea. Did you read it before you signed?"