One of My Triplets Passed Away Six Months After Birth – On Their 18th Birthday, I Found a Box on the Doorstep Labeled, 'Happy Birthday, Brothers!'

"Tired mothers are still mothers."

"Dawn, please."

"All contact goes through a lawyer."

"You're cutting me off from my family?"

"No," I said. "You did that eighteen years ago."

***

After she left, Rowan stayed near the porch steps.

Riley glanced at him. "Do you like chocolate cake?"

"Dawn, please."

Rowan gave a broken little laugh. "I don't know. I usually had vanilla."

Rex wiped his eyes. "That's tragic. We'll fix that first."

I brought out the cake and lit three small candles.

One for each of my sons.

Watson whispered, "Make a wish."

I looked at my sons. We weren't fixed, and we weren't whole yet, but we were finally standing in the same light.

"I already got mine back," I said. "Now we learn how to keep it."

"We'll fix that first."

***

Later, Rowan and I sat on the porch steps while the party settled into a softer kind of noise behind us.