MY MOM WALKED BOTH MY SISTERS DOWN THE AISLE. TWICE. BUT AT MY WEDDING, SHE SAID: “I REFUSE TO WALK MY GREATEST REGRET TO THE ALTAR.” SO MY 81-YEAR-OLD GRANDPA TOOK HER PLACE.
My mother had walked both my sisters down the aisle as if they were miracles in lace. But on my wedding morning, she looked at me in my white dress and said, “I refuse to walk my greatest regret to the altar.”
The bridal room fell silent.
My veil shook between my fingers. Behind Mom, my sisters, Paige and Lauren, traded satisfied smiles. They had always enjoyed watching me shrink. Paige adjusted the diamond bracelet Mom proudly helped pay for. Lauren tilted her head and whispered, “Don’t cry, Emma. You’ll ruin the cheap mascara.”
I studied my reflection. Twenty-nine. Calm face. Steady mouth. Still the unwanted child in their eyes—the girl who slept in the attic while her sisters got bedroom suites and birthday trips to Paris.
My father stood by the door in his gray tuxedo, smiling as if this amused him. “Your mother has a right to her feelings,” he said. “You’ve always been difficult.”
Difficult meant asking where my college fund went.