That night, it began with seventy-three dollars. I had saved it quietly in a separate account—grocery change, birthday money from my sister, and a few small deposits I could hide without Evan noticing.
It was not enough to run away. But it was enough to imagine having somewhere to go.
At 8:17 p.m., Evan saw the banking app open on my phone. Minutes later, the chair was on its side, pa!n tore through my ri:bs, and I was struggling to inhale against the kitchen tile.
“You think you’re leaving me?” he asked.
“No,” I answered, even though it was a lie. Sometimes survival means saying the smallest possible thing to keep a dangerous moment from becoming worse.
Noah stood in the hallway in dinosaur pajamas, clutching his stuffed toy and trembling. Evan looked from my son to me with no regret in his expression, only calculation.