The ink was slightly smudged, like the writer's hand had moved across the page before it dried.
*If you are reading this, then Mr.
Hale found you, and I am already gone.
I am sorry for that.
I would have preferred to tell you myself, sitting in that chair by the window where we used to read together.
I would have preferred to watch your face.*
I had to stop.
I knew that chair.
The one beside the east window of her room.
The one where I had sat every Tuesday and Thursday afternoon for nearly two years.
The one where she had held my hand the week before she passed and said, *You have no idea how much these visits have meant to me.*
I pressed the letter flat against my knee and kept reading.
*I did not choose you because you were kind, though you were.
I did not choose you because you were patient, though you were that too.
I chose you because of your birthday.
Because of the name of the town on your volunteer application.
Because when I looked at your face the very first day, I saw something I had not seen in fifty years.*
*I saw myself.*
My throat closed.
*I cannot tell you with certainty.
I am not a scientist and I am not a judge.
But I hired Mr.
Hale eighteen months ago to look into your history as carefully as the law allowed.
What he found is in the envelope.
I will let you decide what it means.*
*What I can tell you is this: I spent forty years believing I had no one left in this world.
And then you walked into my room with a library book and a terrible cup of vending machine coffee, and something in me went very quiet.
The way a search goes quiet when it is finally over.*
*Whatever the documents say — whatever you decide to do with any of this — I want you to know that those afternoons were the best ones I had in a very long time.
You gave me a wedding.
You gave me a last name to carry out of this world.*
